Slammed my hand in the car door again last night.
I've become so careless these days.
I spent this weekend in my room
Thinking about how many weekends I've spent
Alone in my room
Trying to get rid of this sour taste in my mouth.
I wish I could have those days back.
I wish that I had done it right.
I would have kissed her that day at our lockers.
Skipped class more
To lay out
On the back lawn
Talking about how we wish
These days could never end.
They say to try and live your life without regret,
But i can't shake the weight of all the things i never did,
All the I love yous never said.
Can't outrun all the bad nights in my head.
And every night i spend in this
Enervating lifeless place
Makes me hope I never remember
The things i did to get here.